"What If" (Confessional Writing)
WESLEYAN UNIVERSITY-PHILIPPINES Cushman Campus Mabini Extension, Cabanatuan City HIGH SCHOOL DEPARTMENT SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL PROGRAM I nearly ran for governor in the senior high school symphony of ambition and self-doubt, but I withdrew when Marius selected me to be the Grade 12 HUMSS Representative for SHSSG and be part of the Liwanag party. I feel regret like darkness hanging over me because I know I missed out on something. The choice came together like origami—a fragile crane turned into a squandered opportunity, a folded paper boat that would never be launched. Every night, I wonder what if I had gone for the governorship; the "what if" keeps repeating itself like a nocturne of unrealized possibilities. The painting of my high school story has an empty brushstroke of untapped political hues, and the seedlings of aspiration in the garden of reflection wither in the soil of reluctance. This confession acknowledges regrets as the character's crucible and reveals the ...